its really painful :'(

Marne Ke Liye Zehar Zaroori Toh Nahi Hai

Mujhko Teri Chubhi Huyi Ik Baat Bahut Hai..

feeling lonely,,,,

Dekha palat k usne ke hasrat use bhi thi ,,,

Hum jis par mit gaye the mohhabat use bhi thi,,,

Chup ho gaya tha dekh kar woh bhi idhar udhar,,,

Duniya se meri tarah shikayat use bhi thi,,,

Ye sochkar andhera gale se laga liya,,,

Raaton ko jaagne ki aadat use bhi thi,,,

Woh ro diya tha mujko pareshan dekh kar,,,

Us din halan k meri zaroorat use bhi thi,,,

Un pattharon k sath nibhani pari use,,,

Jinse faqat mujhe nhi nafrat use bhi thi.

Woh juda hue toh kuch is tarah..

Na main paas usko bula saki..
Na main Dil ki baat bata saki..!!
Wo hansi hansi me hi chal diye..
K me hath tak na mila saki..!!
U hi sochti rahi door tak..
Magar usko kuch na bata saki..!!
Ye maqam hi tha ajeeb sa..
K me khud ko b na bacha saki..!!

 

hai mujhe,,,

Dard ne palko pe sajaya hai mujhe
zindagi kya h ye ehsaas karaya hai mujhe
Jab bhi mere dil ne hasne ki tamanna jagi
Meri taqdir ne jee bhar k rulaya hai mujhe,,,,

 

Every 1 tells me,,

Every 1 tells me i Deserve
Better..
But i dont want Better..
I want U..!!

always & forever,,,

:'( :'( :( :(

Majboori Me Jab Koi Aapse Juda Hota Hai,

zaroori Nahi Ki Woh Bewafa Hota Hai.

Dekar Aapki Pyari Si Aankhon Me Aansu,

Chupke Se Woh Kahi Aapse Bhi Zyada Rota Hai..

 

Nahi Beeti,,,,

Kitni Ratein Beet Gayi
Kitne Din Beet Gaye

Bas Nahi Beeta Toh,
Yaadon Ka Woh Pal
Woh Guzra Hua Kal

Nahi Beeti Toh Aankhon Ki Nami
Aur
Teri Kami…!!!

Es aas par jeena parta hai,,,

Yahan pal pal jalna parta hai

Har rang mein dhalna parta hai

Har mod par thokar lagti hai

Har haal mein chalna parta hai

Har dil ko samjhne ki khatir

Bas khud se ladna parta hai

Kabhi khud ko khona parta hai

Kabhi chup k rona parta hai

Kabhi neend na aye phoolon pay

Kanton pay b sona parta hai

Kabhi mar k jeena parta hai

Kabhi jee k marna parta hai

Kabhi to khushiyan loat k ayen gi

Es aas par jeena parta hai…!!

Superb liness from a father’s diary,,,